Sorry for the lack of posts over the past few weeks. Thank you for bearing with us, those of you that still are. Lately there haven't been words for me to write or really say. I'm still processing this all and taking it one day at a time. I still have no idea why this has happened to Ian or why he hasn't been healed yet. I'm not sure why Ian and I must sit by and watch as everyone else's lives move on. Someday, I trust, God will give us those answers and he will reveal his purpose to us. Until then, we're living on blind faith and just the right amount of grace that he gives us for each day.